Just once I would love it if he would be able to suppress this part of himself. Just once. I know now that he is incapable of it, but sometimes I am just too tired to be the bigger person.
So I am sitting in my car. I am tired, my back hurts, my head hurts and I have 3 more hours of human interaction before I can go home and bury my face in my pillow.
I hate him when he's like this. I hate my life when he's like this. But life goes on, doesn't it? So tired...... Just tired.